A silent what’s app call…..!

Since i am living in Sweden, i am keeping in touch with my parents over what’s app. I make very less calls. That’s my nature. As the time progress i am loosing interest in speaking with my parents. At the same i have a heart full respect too. My words are greeting drier and drier there will a lot of silence than words. Or there will a few words and ultimately ends up with silence. I am a not able make a eye contact with them any more, at a heart full smile. I am just faking words and smile with them, which i am not good at. I don’t how days it will last. I am trying to make it zero but still i am facing this situation repeatedly. I had hope not this day, but at least the one day will come where i can smile and talk with full heart. Let’s see, how this I progress. It has been 3 years now, i am at same end. I am feeling too down this point, i want to cry like hell, but i am not able to do it either. I don’t know how far i can go with this. Good bye.